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18 / 4 / 2012 @ 20:08

I asked my friend to prom today and I like the picture I took! So I’m willing to post the picture IF i get enough notes! Let’s say, about 20.
I’m the owner of jennqlove and elissaalvalove tumblrs too so for the ones following them, it’s just gonna be the same picture haha

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14 / 4 / 2012 @ 21:45

Sorry, tumblr. I have to get stuff off my chest if I’m going to be sane. ahaha I’ll post up pictures like normal, and maybe even more now since I’m coming to rant more! but yeah. Sorry if this is disturbing your feed.

Here goes. I saw this girl today while I was parking my car. I live in a nice neighborhood, and she was outside washing her car. White tee, black short shorts. Oh my god, she was so beautiful. We’ve been neighbors for years, but I’ve never really gotten to see or meet her. When I saw her today, I wanted to go up to her and introduce myself! But I guess the phrase “wanted to” suggested that I didn’t, and I didn’t. I’m really starting to feel lonely, or I don’t have any girl I can talk to anymore.

After my last relationship for over a year, I feel like I lost the ability to “talk” to girls. I don’t know. I got a lot more shy after the relationship ended, but the feeling I had coming out of it was that I just wanted to be friends with girls. Really close friends. Like best friends! I’d have fun with them. I could talk to my best girl friend like nobody else. She could help me, and I could help her with her problems. Thing is (judge me all you want), I want a best friend that’s pretty and fun. I just want to walk around, be extremely close with her, and show her off to my friends. I fucking see an ugly ass kid but he’s so fucking close with all the beautiful girls! Personality does play a role in this.

I want a best friend I can lean on. One where we could snuggle with each other when we’re feeling lonely. One where we can talk about anything we want and it won’t become awkward. I guess it looks like I’m talking about what I want in a girlfriend, but not really. This person will be my friend, then best friend, then maybe my girlfriend and wife. If that happens, that will happen by accident. We won’t know it at first, but we were meant for each other. If I run into the girl in my neighborhood, and we hit it off, I hope I can pull it off with her. But we’ll see. We’ll see what kind of twist the future will bring.

Oh and by the way, the reason I’m ranting is mainly because I still need a date to senior ball. -______-

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14 / 4 / 2012 @ 01:02

Today, or tonight, I should say, I had an epiphany. I now believe that accidents are not just accidents. These “accidents” happen for a reason.

Not everything in life has to be planned. Yeah, it’s good to be planned, but spontaneous moments are the most fun. We don’t know what’s going to happen. Well, tonight I have finally realized this. I mean it’s been in my head, but I never really fully grasped it.

My friend, let’s call him “SAC”, loves to bowl. I just went to a charity dinner and I won two free games at a bowling alley. He wanted one himself so when a random girl, let’s call her “CS”, that worked that walked by, SAC asked if he could get a one himself. However, CS misheard him and thought he asked to go on a date with her. Surprised, CS asked him, “Did you just ask to go on a date withme?!” She probably sounded surprised because SAC was a moderate looking guy with pimples and stuff on his face. CS was like a goddess. She looked like Justene Jaro, but to be honest, CS is prettier than Justene. Say whatever you want, but that’s how I saw her. But I guess his outgoing personality was what caught her. She must’ve asked him if he was asking her on a date like 5 fuckin’ times.

They exchanged some playful words and they finally agreed to a deal where SAC would drive CS on a bowling date and CS would have to pay! I’m sitting next to him thinking,WHAT THE FUCK? HOW DID HE GET A DATE WITH HER?After a few moments, I keep on thinking,He wasn’t expecting to happen. He just wanted to get free bowling games! He accomplished his goal AND got a fucking hot date. What if that could happen to me? What if I didn’t have to try and think about how to act anymore? What if I just say what’s on my mind? Sure, bad things can happen, but the good feelings must outweigh the bad. I mean, look at SAC! He got his free games of bowling, and he’s fucking going on a fucking hot date with CS! 

I got so jealous, people! I wanted to be him! I want his personality! I want his courage! I want whatever he has! But look at me. I’m just here ranting to tumblr. Like I said, I bet more than half of you are just gonna see this and scroll down. But if you’re still reading, <3. I just need to get this off my chest. I really have to change my personality. As of now, I’m just a shy kid going to college. I’ve changed from freshman year to senior year but honestly it’s not enough. I hear people say, “Don’t change for anyone! Just be you!” Yeah, that’s true, but in modern times, being shy is like starving to death. We need to be social to survive. Better yet, we need to be outgoing to have fun.

So tumblr, or to whoever of those that are reading (I love you. Honestly, if you’re still reading this, I love you. Not many people listen to me. I listen, but nobody else listens to my problems. Bleh. That’s why I’m here.), keep me to my word. I’m going to change. No more shyness. Let the accidents come along. Let the spontaneity begin.

Let’s party.

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10 / 4 / 2012 @ 20:21

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